“A tie of blood — or whatever the fluid was that ran in Miss V.’s veins - made it my particular fate to run against her - or pass through her or dissipate her, whatever the phrase may be - more constantly perhaps than any other person, until this little performance became almost a habit.” ) C- C( y$ W2 a1 ?7 ?# D q8 U. l" X
这句话中的it=my particular fate吗?